AYUSH BHERWANI

I don't understand why destiny brings two souls together only to tear them apart. You give your everything, you do everything to please them and make them happy, yet they screw you pushing you away. We care for them and cry over them months even after it ends. We tell them everything, and then months passes by and everything changes. It goes from "I LOVE YOU" to "I MISS YOU". It's hard to accept that the person you give everything, shatter your soul and walks off. It is even harder knowing that you are not the one. You feel so empty, you miss a piece of you. The piece, you gave them. It is hard to forget them. The moment you think you are over them, and then the memories come rushing back, and tears knock your eyes. Sometimes we want them, but sometimes we also want to get over them, but at the end of the day neither happens. At the night we miss them, we read old conversations and smile like an idiot, and miss them more. People say, it is was meant t

It is exasperated thinking, where I belong. After all these years, how could I, throw it all away? I just care too much for a person, whom I considered being my soulmate. My heart is fighting an uncharted war with my mind for her. It is difficult for me to understand my emotions , my heart craves for every single piece of her, on the other side, every time I see a smile on her face it gives me a reason to stay away from her for a little while longer. I wish, one morning I wake up in a parallel universe, where my heart does not ache so much, where I can feel her breath against my skin, and fall in her eyes all over again. Every night I drown in tears of the agony that seems endless. Losing you forever has been more painful than a breakup. Just when I try to move on in life, something reminds me of you, and I'm in love with you all over again. Everyone expects me to move on, but how could I when everything I could think about, is her. I can't lie, I really miss you